and I'm in my room
lying on the bed
remembering all those days I've went through
asking questions to myself
what is the best thing that ever happen to me?
did I make people around me happy or sad?
am I a good friend?
did I make my parent proud of me, or did I just let them down?
am I worth to be love?
it's revolving in my head over, and over again
avoiding, that's the best step I could take for now
until I found the best reason.